a facebook observation

why would facebook offer a "fresh" rose as a gift? why would they even use the word fresh? its an electronic image of a rose - and in no way is it fresh.

stupid.

is it

completely rude to call someone fartface?

buwahahahaha :)

just can't get enough

this

has

got

to

stop.

I’m so disappointed in so many people in my life. I feel like I don’t even know them anymore because they’re doing such senseless things time and time again.

It changes my perception of them, even though maybe it shouldn’t.

we can never be friends

you never stick up for me when i need it the most. you egg the parents on when i'm getting in shit - even if i deserve getting yelled at by the parents, you egging them on doesn't make it any better. i don't care if they're right for yelling at me and i'm wrong for whatever i've done, but as a RULE you NEVER take the parents side. if you want loyalty with your siblings and you want us to be there for you when you need us - don't sell out.

but i think you already have. and more and more i feel little connection to you. no love and no loyalty because time and time again you've shown that you have none for me. buying me stuff doesn't make everything ok. paying for dinner when we go out because you can or you think you have to doesn't mean anything.

you have no common sense & you have no feelings and you have the audacity to call me selfish. don't expect me to be there for you.

trying to pick my battles

seriously...work is so damn frustrating sometimes. it is absolutely infuriating when i have to work with people who have no reason or logic in what they do. my initial reaction is always to go into a defensive mode - always - but what does that really accomplish? makes me look like an anal biatch and i might not even get my way in the end.

but seriously - school was one thing. i was never really forced to work with idiot people, but i find at work i have to do it quite often and it sucks ass! sometimes i feel like grabbing a book and hitting people on their heads with it! :\

love it!

This quote basically sums up how I feel about my life.

"If my blood were alphabet soup, it would spell, ‘I’ll show you, motherfucker.’” - John Mayer

haha!

Dating priorities

I have so much on my plate these days that I barely find enough time to do many of the things I enjoy doing (like blogging!). Work is consuming me completely, on top of that I go to the gym, on top of that I have to spend some time with my family and on top of that with my friends. So where do I have time to date someone?

I started talking to this guy at the beginning of the year and after our initial meet up we ended up going out on our first official date shortly after that. But ever since then we’ve been unable to co-ordinate another date. Maybe part of it has to do with the fact that dating or making time for it isn’t a priority for me. I could cancel things with my friends to go out – but quite frankly I’d rather not.

Maybe its just this particular dude that’s not “special” enough for me that I want to make time for him. Things were going good until a few nights ago. I called him to say what’s up and then about an hour later he calls me to just chat. Later on that evening he texted me to see how my night was going – and then around 2:30am I get 2 calls from him. Now I know a lot of people might think that’s cute, but we’ve only been out on 2 dates and him contacting me that much is kinda weird and a huge turn off!

So now I’m not sure, maybe my current priorities in life don't include dating, or maybe its because I haven’t met anyone who would make me consider changing them.